DISCLAIMER

DISCLAIMER: This blog is being used to help me deal with the passing of our daughter Emelina, whom was delivered stillborn on Feb 21. These are MY feelings and I will not be sorry for having them.

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Grief feels like ....

I am bipolar ... I am either content with life or crying in my bath tub. 
What keeps me going day in and day out is spending my days with Cat and Mariusz. At least I am finding the low days less and less. I am able to start focusing on what we want for the future and attempt to start planning. That is a huge for me...starting to plan as I stopped 18 months ago.

A few pictures we took today at a local park with a nod to our new hometown.