Life is not perfect but it is okay.
And I did something I have never done... Declined a promotion. Yes I did it. I am keeping my role... I am good at it and I enjoy it...why add more stress the job will be there next year if I choose to take it :-)
Proud of myself and contentment in one week something is in the air. Maybe it because my boss told I was not only great at my job but I should be proud of what M and I built. Guess what ... I am.
We have had to work are butts off and it is not time for us to stop but it is time for me especially to stop pushing for the next best role.