DISCLAIMER: This blog is being used to help me deal with the passing of our daughter Emelina, whom was delivered stillborn on Feb 21. These are MY feelings and I will not be sorry for having them.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

A week like no other...

We have never seen flooding like we have the past week. We were lucky to be very very far from the rivers in Calgary... But working for a national bank that has a branch in High River I have seen first hand the devastation that water can have... My heart breaks for these families... Our branch is holding a drive for food and necessities to help out my co workers and clients. Extra love to families that are struggling with the effects of flooding.

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Decisions, Decisions...

We are in the process of finding a new place to rent for the fall as for the past few months we have been sharing a rental with my parents. 
This comes with a its own decisions and waiting as renting in Calgary is ridiculously difficult due to the low low rate of rentals available... But one of the issues we are running into is storage... None of the homes we can afford have no space to store. I have ALL of Miss Emelina's baby stuff including a very expensive stroller that it is all boxed up sitting in our bin with the rest if our stuff. I have come to the realization that we can't continue to store all of this stuff if we are done having children... Ahhhhhh what to do... I have spent the last 16 months fighting with what we should do. Some days like today I want to other days when I am fighting to balance our budget I go the other way.

Decisions, need to come soon.