I am that person who when adversity hits I just work harder...cause harder makes it all better right?
This is one thing no matter how hard I work I can not get passed it...the OVERWHELMING GRIEF I feel some days. I keep wondering why does this not get easier.... I found this definition on grief tonight...
Grief is a process that no one wants to have to experience or endure, but it is inevitable. Each step of grief is necessary, but it has no timeline for completion. We can grieve in a period of days, weeks, months or years. Each moment of grief is different, and we must find our way through it on our own terms. Reference.com Definition of Grief
I am not someone who works well without time lines, without plans, without structure...that is why this process continually makes me look at who I am and what I am. I am not the women who started this journey nor and am I the women who I was before this journey...but WHO AM I???