I think it was way too many numbers and I am still having problems with getting my mind to focus on more then one thing at a time...one day I will be able to multi task....Once we left I was fine for the rest of the night...Could have been all the baby girl fabric everywhere as well??? One never knows were the reminders are going to shop up. I was telling someone that this week that I never know what is going to affect me...for the most part it is not infants, or pregnant women it is other things, like I was driving home from the gym and once again I get that thought I shouldn't be doing this....I should be dealing with sleepless nights and an infant...that is the hardest thing for me the what I should Be's???
Now the reason I don't am not jealous etc towards pregnant women or infants is simply because you never know the story
Funny how this is truly what I thought before hand...Whenever I had a super miserable client this is what I would remind myself...how true it is. The more I read about other women and their loss stories I realize how much worse it could be.